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issue no. 03
The Rebel
The word rebel has a political connotation to it. That’s not really what I mean.
To me, it’s simpler than that.
It’s questioning things that feel wrong even after everyone else accepts them as right. It’s refusing to let loud people, rich people, politicians, churches, trends, or corporations fully decide who I’m supposed to be. It’s understanding there’s good and bad in everybody and choosing to think for myself anyway.
For a long time, I thought life was about molding myself into whatever version of a man the world respected most. Stable. Successful. Charming. Impressive. Put together. Like happiness was some reward handed out after enough obedience.
I don’t believe that anymore.
I think rebellion is accepting ourselves instead of endlessly performing for societal approval. I’m not interested in pretending I don’t have demons. Most people do. I’ve just stopped believing the answer is to spend my whole life at war with them. I’d rather understand them. Dance with them a little. Learn where the edges are.
I have my own moral compass. I don’t need hierarchy to tell me who deserves to feel superior or inferior. I’m done measuring human value through status, image, money, religion, politics, or whatever else people use to stand above each other for five minutes.
Maybe that’s why these pieces ended up leaning into rebellion naturally. Flight colors. Dark uniforms. Authority versus individuality. It all found its way into the collection without me forcing it very hard.
At the end of the day, freedom is supposed to look a little messy.
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